urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dealiebdealiebdealiebdealieb2007-11-18T01:07:07Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dealieb:1146comin home2007-11-18T01:07:07Z2007-11-18T01:07:07Z yay i'm coming home for a few days i can't wait i'm so fuckin excited and i graduate early to i come home for good when i come back for christmas . YYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dealieb:951missing someone2007-07-12T17:33:30Z2007-07-12T17:33:30Z<p>i am missing liz alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</p>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dealieb:608scared2007-07-02T08:28:07Z2007-07-02T10:10:46Zall of a sudden i just had an anxiety attack. i'm scared to death about bootcamp. i know i can do it it's just i'm throwin myself into a completely unknown situation. That's not me at all. All because of bullshit that happened and i decided to get away from this town knowin i'm leavin everything and everyone i love behind. I don't know maybe this is just normal jitters but damn if you only felt the panic in my chest right now. It feels like i can't breath my chest has tightened up so much. I'm definately wonderin if i made the right decision for my life. But damn i had to do something with my life eventually. I know why i joined the army and now it just seems so stupid that i let myself get that upset. That i've put my complete life in other peoples hands and it's not in my own anymore. man my life is about to change dramatically!!